Bismillahirrahman nirrahim

Wahhh...pejam celik..pejam celik...tak sangka masa berlalu. CEPATNYA!! *smile*

Three ermm should I say almost four months pass by without any blog update. WHY?WHY?WHY? Hahah....coz it seems nothing to brag about. Nothing to share? huh! ALOT!!! but dunno where to start.... *smile*

It's almost end of 2009. I do admit this is not a blossoming years for me. Penuh kekecewaan?kedukaan?kesedihan?owhh please..please...enough with sadness and all those negative side of my life.

As mentioned this blog is about life and love. And of course those aspects around my circle of life. Boring? Then don't read..ha!ha! ;P

Life
Not much differences.Except for that I am someone's wife middle of this year. Someone's mommy? Not yet. Bak kata orang melayu "belum rezeki cik jah oiii"... ;)
There's so many many things I've experienced and learnt.Though I am still learning on how to become a wife. Noble wife? ermm I hope so. ;) So many things I go through in my few months of marriage. Which I believed I am way too young to go through those experiences. Though it's hard, I do believe, it teach me something. I am strong I guess. Even stronger than before. More mature should I say. But sometime as a normal person I slipped. I can only smile and be patience. Went through before and going through now. I just hope and pray for the best in my life. If it is meant to be than its meant to be right? ;)

Career
On January,the department restructuring has made me BUSY. Busy to learn all those products. learning without going nowhere! very disspointed! It means no career growth and movement.Sangat tak best occay...ermm...so I am in the middle of finding a new job.Should I say new career? Job/Career which promise me a movement in the organization. And of course to be given a chance learning lots of new things, technique,skills which I should deploy for my career. I do think I shouldn't stands static here. Eughh....so not me...I guess,I have to re-plan my life and career. Further study is the best right? Where to? ermm...shall be decide later... ;)


"Allah Swt takkan menguji hamba-Nya diluar kemampuan..Maka hadapilah karena semua ujian pasti akan mampu kita hadapi..Dan bersabarlah karena Allah Swt selalu bersama org2 yg sabar ..Innallaaha ma'ashshabiriin.."

Sekadar menulis..



Bibir hanya mampu tersenyum dan bersabar mendengar segalanya. Minda berfikir, apa tujuan dia berbuat begitu. Ikutkan hati, mahu saje ditempelak diterjah dia dan memaksanya bercerita letak duduk perkara sebenar. TAPI, diajak berjumpa ada saje alasannya. Takut? Kenapa? Bercerita dekat orang perkara berkenaan orang lain tidak takut? Bercerita yang tidak benar tidak takut? Pelik! Kalau benar kawan rapat, berat sangat bibir untuk bertanya.Mungkin..



Biar susah bagaimanapun kami, sekurangnya kami berdiri di atas kaki sendiri. Semuanya dibayar sendiri. Tidak perlu orang lain membayar walhal itu bukan milik kami. Tidak perlu mendongak ke langit, jika kaki yang berdiri bukan berdiri atas bumi sendiri. Tidak perlu berkata pasal orang lain jika diri sendiri juga tidak sesempurna Siti Khadijah. Cermin diri sebelum memberi cermin dirimu yang retak untuk orang lain mencermin diri. Apa guna jika luaran cantik, tapi dalaman huh! tidak perlu diperkatakan disini. Rela membuang jauh persahabatan dari mencemar tercela dek kata hasad dengki. Iri hati? Perlukah? Kerana rasanya hidupmu sudah sangat bertuah tatkala ini. Sedikit tidak pernah cemburu malah gembira jika dirimu senang, mewah. TAPI tidak usah bercakap mengenai orang lain, jika segala kemewahan itu bukan hasil titik peluh dirimu sendiri.



Dan yang paling penting sekurang-kurangnya bahu ini bersandar pada seseorang yang sah, biar bagaimanapun dia..biar bagaimanapun diri ini.Bukan seperti dirimu, berpaut pada dahan yang bukan milikmu..tidak rasa bersalahkah?????

Ular!

This was the first time I experienced pegang ular. Dengan tangan sendiri! This snake has no name. Karna tuannya kata, snake cannot hear, so why bother named it. Ermm...betul gak....

At first before pegang, tertanya-tanya how it feels. I mean the skin tu macam mana rasanya. Rupanya, taklah macam yang disangka. Kulit dia licin dan takdelah bersisik sangat pun. But serious readers, ular ni memang berat. Bila dia melingkar nak belit badan je terus rasa cuak semacam!Wuahaha...yelah, kang tak pasal dia terus ngap, kita lagi ngap!

dari pandangan bawah...dia menjulur-julur taknak duduk diam... ;)

kepala ular tu agak besar gak la. Funniest thing is, suami pun tak nak pegang ular ni. Takutlah tu.. ;)

Wedding..Wedding..Wedding..

These past 2 weeks I've attended few weddings reception.Guess, when it comes to school holiday, this was the best time for a blissfull wedding reception and solemnization. So and so, after my reception on 23rd May 2009 ago, I think I have been attending 4 to 5 kenduri and makan2.Seriously my appetite grows bigger nowadays, especially when it comes to nasi and lauk pengantin...

Just wanna share some shot from yesterday and 2 days ago wedding.

bernyanyi riang nak makan free... ngeee

6/6/2009-taman bukit teratai wedding..my sayang's neighbour ..

6/6/2009-Pusat Komuniti Damasara ..Sue & Erwannor's wedding

with sue..ex-dormmate while i was in UPM matrix

7/6/2009 - Bandar Tasik Puteri Rawang, Zaina & Aman's wedding.she was my ex-schoolmate since standard one till form 3.. ;)

Happy married to all of you.For those freinds yang still single, you turn will come.I pray the best for all of you..

My MAY cont

From my last post,I wrote that so many things happened to me in May.My..my.. MAY.Ok, these were those things.

1)Starting food stall

VERY BUSY with day work and night work, seriously tired ;)

2)Busy with wedding preparation

Wedding invitation card lambat siap!Lepas tu salah colour, serious rasa nak menangis je but since it has been delayed so we agree to have those cards even with discounted price pun it doesn't satisfy me.Wedding dress still tak siap.As record, I don't even know how it looks like.Kak Yati(Boutique owner) told me it will be long, lacy redNwhite wedding dress.Luckily it fits well and sewn beautifully.. ;)

3)Mama went for her major canser operation

This was the most HUGE thing happened to me.I felt so down especially the operation needs to be done 2 weeks before my wedding, well it can be done after the wedding actually, but since my auntie insist the operation needs to be done immediately,tak boleh cakap apalah.

So just imagine, I was so very occupied with all these things on that particular month.Birthday celebration pun just go makan-makan dengan Azidi and my bro after habis berniaga.

Kental jiwa kan?!Alhamdulillah, everything goes/went well.Mama recovered and still recovering.And I shall pray for the best of all those things happened to me..InsyaAllah ada hikmah atas semuanya...Amin

Ed's Char Ko-teow

It's been two months I think we've started the business.Berniaga kecil-kecilan, who knows might become besar-besaran someday.InsyaAllah!

We started to run this stall half month after our engagement on March 8th.I shall say that we've put many effort in order to make this successfull.Of course maaa...modal jer dah ratusan donk.So far the business is quite ok.Alhamdulillah.There's ups and down.It's normal when you run food business whereas not everyday people makan luar.So and so,we do have our regular customers and new customers become regular!So I must say that our Ko-Teow is yummy! Taste it then believe it!

Rasa-rasa nak cuba, mai la to our stall located in Pandan Indah... ;)

Jangan Tegur

Ok..It's been awhile since I last watching movie.Semalam balik dari berniaga, me and Azidi agree to watch this movie "Jangan Tegur" lakonan Julia Ziegler(hope I spell it right).At first, I was some sort of lazy plus sleepy coz I have to wake up early to work the next morning.Still, coz sayangkan suami, ok2 I accompany him.

So and so.The story is quite interesting.For certain scenes, ada tiru a bit of Thai and Japan horror movies.Biasalah Malaywood, Bollywood sometimes suka meniru.But anyway, since ya told ya that I haven't watch movie for awhile, especially horror movies, seram sejuk gak.And of course, I still remember a few scenes till I woke-up this morning for work.Takut uolss, tapi aghhh if fikir takut, tak sampai pejabatlah jawabnya.. ngeeeeee

This is not about the movie that we watched.Mostly is about us.I am a newly married couple.So I've learnt a thing or two about my husband.And last nite was quite funny when I found out that he is penakut juga.Wuahahah....well biasalah, he won't admit but I know he is.Nahh..not la penakut sangat atleast berani sikit dari diri ini.So cute when after the movie we both went to the kitchen and bathroom together.I teman U, U teman I.Tak sangka, gagah2 penakut juga suamiku ni.And eishh, macam manalah malam ni.As usual I have to prepare dinner for him and should I stay at home or as usual pergi kedai so I won't be alone at home.Wuarrrr....takut la plak.I never been scared before especially after watching horro movies.But dah lama tak tengok, rasa cam takut.

Errkk.....

The Solemnization-Reception

Date:23rd May 2009

Venue:Green House for Solemnization; Pandan Lake Club for Wedding Reception

Ok, guess that probably this was too soon for me to share the event stories.Firstly cause I'm still waiting for the snaps from the cameraman.Heard from Papa, the camera person delighted to give me 2 big frames of the most beautiful shot taken.

Alhamdulillah, everything went well.Though mama still battling with after-operation dizzyness plus fever, she was still sitting,waiting there during my reception.Thanks to all friends for all the lovely gifts and for spending precious time to attend the reception ceremony.Love all of you and thanks again!

the solemnization - my sayang, my life, my suami

one of fav own camera picture

with my BFF bridesmaid Eizuhaida Aziz

The presents..

I shall share more pictures soon I get the rest of it..

My MAY

So today will be my last day working as a single, bachelorette lady.Yet, I have left most of my favourite activities during the period of my preparation towards another stage of life.Time running so fast.I don't even notice it has run and helped me to forget all the sorrows.I hope it's worth and I do understand that I have to sacrifice something to get something better in return.

So and so, I have to go through the hardest time on my way of preparation.Only GOD knows what I've been through right now.Though to share those things, I wish to share it soon after the solemnization and reception complete.

MAY is my month I think.Really mine.AND everything happens in MAY.I hope to have full strength to face all the obstacles.A friend said "Allah akan berikan ujian terhadap hamba-Nya yang Dia sayangi".Hope what she said is true.Good luck me!Hope everything goes fine!InsyaAllah...